Hi, everyone. How do you do? Yup, yup, it’s a
very-long-time-no-see.
Well, I was kind of busy. Was? Still busy, actually. Yeah, busy with my 1st year of practical activities.
Hmm, what should I tell you this time, huh? Ok, let’s start
with . . .
1st, final exam is over, so my JUNIOR YEAR is
officially ended! Therefore, I am now doing my 1st year practical in MPS. Yeah, I should be now enjoying my holiday
like the other students, but what can I do?
2nd, everybody knows that the final exam is over,
right? Hell yeah, for this exam, I can’t expect anything about my pointer.
Well, I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO THINK OF! I feel damn SUCK! Yes, during the exam, I
can’t answer the questions properly. Seriously, I do did study during the study
week, but it felt like everything that I had studied ended up went down to the
drain. My carry marks? Fuh, don’t try to put any hope in that. I can’t even
achieve comfort marks for each subject. Now, I just got nothing to help me in
achieving a higher pointer. All I can do now is to wait for a miracle to
happen. Yeah, tawakkal is the only thing I can think about.
3rd, I should tell you that I was chosen as one
of the Student Supreme Council or MTM for this coming 2 semesters. Well, I was
nicely put in the SPORTS UNIT. Urgh, I don’t know what to talk or comment about
this “thing”. Y’know what? I also do not know how did I end up being one of the
MTMs.
Ok, actually at the first place, I wanted to be an MTM. But then, after I joined some activities with the other candidates, I suddenly lost my appetite to be one. WHY? It’s because I can’t cooperate with some of the candidates. I just really can’t get into the way they behave and think. Sometimes, I do feel that they are putting too many ‘lame dramas’ in anything they do. The way they behave and think seem they want to show everybody that they are good and know everything. Seriously, I don’t get it. Is it too important to be noticed by the seniors and lecturers? *Oh, Jira, c’mon! Of course they want to be picked as one of the MTMs!
Hmm, yeah, I did lost my desire to be one of them. But then, I thought back of it. Why should I sacrifice my chance to be one of the leaders just because of some unimportant people? I shouldn’t let other people ruin a great future of mine, right?
So, I went to the interview and asked to be put in the SPORTS UNIT because sports unit is the only unit that I love to be into. Luckily, I got it! If not, . . then I don’t have to write about this.
You know what, now I am building a huge wall of praserverance towards this new organization. FYI, although new semester hasn’t even started yet, but these people, already started showing their ‘intelligence’, show-off-ness , and everything. Urgh, I hate these! But YES, I have to try my best to give full cooperation with them.
Ok, actually at the first place, I wanted to be an MTM. But then, after I joined some activities with the other candidates, I suddenly lost my appetite to be one. WHY? It’s because I can’t cooperate with some of the candidates. I just really can’t get into the way they behave and think. Sometimes, I do feel that they are putting too many ‘lame dramas’ in anything they do. The way they behave and think seem they want to show everybody that they are good and know everything. Seriously, I don’t get it. Is it too important to be noticed by the seniors and lecturers? *Oh, Jira, c’mon! Of course they want to be picked as one of the MTMs!
Hmm, yeah, I did lost my desire to be one of them. But then, I thought back of it. Why should I sacrifice my chance to be one of the leaders just because of some unimportant people? I shouldn’t let other people ruin a great future of mine, right?
So, I went to the interview and asked to be put in the SPORTS UNIT because sports unit is the only unit that I love to be into. Luckily, I got it! If not, . . then I don’t have to write about this.
You know what, now I am building a huge wall of praserverance towards this new organization. FYI, although new semester hasn’t even started yet, but these people, already started showing their ‘intelligence’, show-off-ness , and everything. Urgh, I hate these! But YES, I have to try my best to give full cooperation with them.
One more thing about becoming an MTM, I seem lost some important individuals in my life. Although I haven’t started to move alone, but I already know that it’ll happen to me later. Even now, it is happening. I know that many of them say that I’ve changed and became an arrogant person right after I have a good position in college. But, please do not misunderstood guys. I am still the same as the before-HS. I don’t change! But, if you think my attitude changed, it’s because of other personal reasons and nothing to do with my position. Maybe you should consider your attitude towards me, for what I know, I treat people the way they treat me.
Then, what? Ok, Ramadhan is coming. So, Happy fasting everyone.
