Before the Holiday!

Greetings people!

Currently I am staying at UM (Universiti Malaya) with my sister here. So, means that the camp is ended already and it is four days to go to fly to Sabah. Well, I don’t know how to start because there are lots of stories to tell. Yeah, of course this is about the camp. The “Aspirasi Unggul” Camp was held at Ulu Kalong, Selangor from 16^th to 20^th January but the modules had actually started since 14^th in our college. 

First thing first, let me express my feelings about the camp. Yes, I am very happy and lucky to join this camp because I’ve learnt so many things about this life. Religion, leadership, friendship, respect, team work, hardship, happiness, emotion and everything, I’ve learnt them, I’ve felt them! But, besides them, hell yeah, there is also a thing that I kind of hate, maybe? Yeah, during the camp, I don’t understand why there are some people OVERACTING? Very very very men”CAPUB”. Well, CAPUB stands for “cari publicity” means that very looking for publicities and attentions all that! You know what, throughout the camp, I just can see DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA from these CAPUB people. Serioushitly, OVERACTING! Hell yeah, maybe they are desperately want to be chosen as one of the MTM. Who cares? You really want it? Then, take it all. I don’t even care if I not chosen to be one. What I want is just the knowledge that applicable in my life to be a better person and get better future for myself and every person in my surrounding. And, one more thing I’ve learnt is the peribahasa “tak kenal maka tak cinta”. Yes, it’s true. If you still remember that I’ve degreed some people as jerks and bitches, yes, they are not like that actually after I knew them. I’m so sorry guys for judging you from the outside. I promise that I won’t judge anyone anymore from their outsides.

So, I was in the team of AHMAD ALBAB with my new best friend here in UPM, Ebieyt. Yeah, we are very destined to be in the same team again after the ENVOCH Orientation past few months. He was the one who really wanted me to join the camp. Thanks to him, I never regret of joining it. Though, he is not our leader, but he taught me many things, and I’ve learnt so many things from him. My other group members are Jet, Mira, Chat and Najwa and not forgetting our beloved fierce-gangster-bald chicken, Castello. Haha, it is very funny to remember Castello. It is the only chicken out of ten that was very fierce and gangster in looks. It was also the only one that kept escaping from its coop and can’t keep quiet and calm from the beginning we get it. Andd, the only chicken that enjoyed eating mangosteen. HAHAHA. But, his dead already. It had been slaughtered. And, we ate them. I miss Castello seriously. 

Hmm, I think I can only write this for the mean time. No idea. So, I hope that I’ll be able to apply what I’ve learnt from the camp and for the CAPUB people, STOP CAPUBing cause you’re not the only one got talent. And, to all the coordinators, facilitators and candidates, millions of thanks for you and sorry for everything. I love YOU, DUDES! So now, I’m just counting the days left to go back to Sabah. 

Thanks for reading =)) and Happy Chinese New Year!

First Semester is Over!

Psstt Psstt, peeps!

Yeah, finally the final exam is final! uh? what's that?. .I mean the final exam is finished already. .

See, I just wrote some ayat tunggang tebalik. .haha
So, our first semester is also ended officially. .

By the way, the last paper was ICT. The duration for the ICT paper was actually TWO hours but there were many students went out early from the examination hall. I wonder why? Was it because they can answer the questions easily? Or maybe, they can’t even answer them? Uh, in my opinion, wether we can or can’t answer those questions, we shouldn’t go out before the time is really up.

We should stay until the last blood or titik peluh or whatever it is. That is because the idea might come at the last minute time. What is the point of going back early and keep complaining about the hard questions? We can make nothing! Some might say that we’ll only wasting time by sitting in the hall and know nothing. But, it will be very disappointing if we go back early and at last, we suddenly know the answer for those questions left. Aanndd, FYI, those who left early, you're actually disturbing the other candidates! For me, those who went out early from the hall and just left the answer sheet blank, they got no attitude, excluded those with emergency cases. Sorry, but that is my opinion.

So, currently I'm listening to TRAXX FM. Yup, I love listening to Traxx FM. Others, are Fly FM, Hitz FM and Mix FM. For sure, I prefer more on listening to english radio stations. Malay one? Hmm, not reallyyy. . might be because I really love English language besides of Malay, Mandarin and Japanese languages. Seriously, I love English very much!

Yeah, I love English since I was in secondary school. You know what. .Just how I wish to understand English more and speak English fluently. .

Hmm, FYI. .my big brother and sister, I'm totally jealous with them. They speak English very fluent! and me? Still keep startling while speaking English. We are totally different if compared to our MUET results. My brother got Band 4 and only lost 1 point to go Band 5! My sister also got Band 4. Well, she lost in her writing she said. And me, I only got Band 3 you know! Damn! Ok, let me flash back to the time I got my result. .

I called my brother. Ring ring!

My bro: Hello ?

Me      : Hello. Adi, I got my MUET result already.

My bro: Then, the result isss. .

Me      : I only got Band 3 =(

My bro: My God! Band 3?! How come? You, STUPID! (Bodoh tue. .)What were you doing in the college? Didn't you study before the exam?

Me      : Well, my friends got Band 2 only. .(this was to defend myself)

My bro: Then, you're comparing yourself with the people below you? Try to compare yourself with the upper people. Where do you see yourself if compared to them, huh? (I was speechless at that moment. Then. .) OK, listen! To succeed, never compare yourself to other people. You fight with yourself. Try your best to be a better you in the future. Remember that.

Wah, I almost cried oo at that time. My brother really really gave me the spirit to study. . and I still stick to his words "never compare yourself to other people, and fight with yourself". He also asked me to repeat my MUET and I agreed. But, I didn't manage to sit for the test as the MUET test is clashed with our matriculation final exam. . hmm, now studying in the university already. .so, I'm just going with the flow. .

OK, that's it! Stop English-ing. I just hope that I'll be able to speak English as fluent as my brother and sister and even better than them. .SOONER. .I HOPE. .

So, today we ( my housemates and I) will go to The Mines shopping complex to eat in Secrete Recipe and karaoke as a gathering time before we go back to our hometowns. And, I’m now looking forward for the “Aspirasi Unggul” Camp. Yeah, I decided to join the camp before I go back to Sabah. About the ticket problem? Yes, settled! So, the camp will be held at somewhere in Selangor for a week, from 15^th to 20^th January. I hope that I’ll only get beneficial things from the camp. What about the jerks and bitches there? Hhaha, what I care about them? For me, they are ibarat melukut di tepi gantang. They are just a little to not affecting my life at all. .haha

Hmm, well, I’ll go back to Sabah on January 26^th. Can’t wait to see my family and best friends there!!

Thanks for reading =))

Am I Mad? -Nope!

Greeting dudes!

Well, I don't know what to write but I still write. .

Ok, actually, I just want to express my feelings about my surroundings.

I also do not know what is happening to me but I think there is something not right about me. I tend to get mad, touchy and kind of saaddd, may be. Yeah, FYI, I used to be a cheerful, joyful, crazy-ful or whatsoever before this. But, now. .I don't even know myself already. So, WHO AM I??

Well, some people might say that I am currently experiencing PMS. Yeah, I think so too. .and I hope so. .because I hate of being like this all the time!!uuuwwwaaahhh!!

I always feel like I want to explode lately. . So, to my lovely roomate, beware of me for the mean time. .jangan cari gaduh, aku meletup kang. .hang yang rugi~

But, the real story is actually. . this damn crazy mood, I mean bad mood started to exist when I saw myyyyy. . someone that I admired before but he likely to become a jerk now, ,in the cafe..fuhh!

K, bye!

Thanks for reading =))

Happy New Year!!

Greetings people! It is study week actually so I shouldn’t updating, right? But, it’s NEW YEAR!! O yeah yeah! I DIDN’T EVEN REALIZE THAT IT IS 2012 ALREADY!  Hmm, so who said that time goes by very slowly? It is very fast, you know? So, for this NEW YEAR SPECIAL, I would like to share some of my “azam” or determinations for this year!

So, for this 2012, I want to be:

1)       A better muslim

2)      My father's strong girl and my mother's bright daughter

3)      A joyful and loving sister to my beloved big bro, big sister, and 3 of my lil’ bros

4)      An excellent student

5)      A faithful lover, o yeah! XD

6)      The best friend ever to all my friends

7)      Prettier and fashionable. Well, I’m pretty already, but it’s okay to be prettier, right?. .haha

8)      Aaannnddd, I want to grow long and more beautiful hair. . because, I currently experiencing hair loss caused by the excessive food enhancer from our cafes. Urrgghh. .

So, I think that’s all for this new year. Will add some more later after I finished my final exam.  Wish me LUCK dude! XD

BTW, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!