Breathless Part I

Just how I wish to have you in my life and become part of me. But, maybe and just maybe, we are never born to be together. And still, if I am not meant to be with you, I'll pray for your happiness.

No one will ever knows what I feel towards you. Because for me, this feeling is real. .

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Bad Luck!

I LOST MY PHONE ONCE AGAIN! I lost it in our cafe this morning. I know that one of the workers had took it, but he don't want to admit. So, what should I do? Confront? Already. Argue? Yes, I did. But, still the same.

At first, I didn't cry at all. How could be a hero like me crying for just a bullshit reason. But, once I talked to my mom, I finally cried like a child. Yeah, I miss my mom very badly. My bapak and siblings too. Can't wait to go back to Sabah. So, I've called my mom to tell her about this. And she said, "ndak apa la nak, itu cuma cobaan". She adviced me to not to confront with the "mamak" again. She just don't want me to have any enemies here.

I'm just worry about my pictures there. Even I didn't have any sensored pictures inside it, but still got few free-hair images. Hmm, just how could I be that careless. .I just hope that his heart will be open to give me back my phone, but just if he want to keep my phone desperately, please do not do anything 'bout my pictures. Please.  .Amin. .

Actually, there are a lot to story but I've lost the mood to write long. .

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It Will Rain!

Hello, people! Lately, I keep on listening to Bruno Mars songs. So, this is what I found on Youtube. Enjoy!

So, currently falling in love with Bruno Mars. I love his voice, songs, lyrics, videos. .they are all meaningful. "It Will Rain" is one of his latest song and I love it very much. When I listen to the song, its music and lyrics, they likely make me fly away from the real world. As this song is one of the Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn OST, I feel like I'm in the vampire-wolf-human world when listening to this beautiful song. Just how great it feels to be in that imaginary world. .sigh. .

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screwed-head of mine!

Anyway, greetings guys! *eventhough I know that nobody is viewing my page. . haha

Well, who cares? This is just for fun and always be the place for me to write in English.

So, I was just wake up. . haha

Yeah, was just sleeping from 3.00 pm to 5.30 pm. Hmm, two hours of sleeping makes me “tired”.

Alright, finally we are reaching the end of the week. (Already reached actually)

So, this week is such a long week actually, because there are many things happened.

First thing first, as I wish, my housemates are all getting better now. Hooray! My roommate and I had taking parts to solve the problem. Yeah, we had become the “middle party”. Hehe. . After giving some briefings and advices to both parties personally, they finally can think properly about their situations and have the willing to reconcile. And, as time goes by very slowly, they managed to overcome their hatreds toward each other by communicating as before like nothing had happened. So, now we are living very peacefully as a family again. =)) Alhamdulillah~

Dear my housemates: Thank you guys. You all have done a great job for the sake of our family. Good job guys! *wink

My beloved housemates. From left to right : Emi, Peja, Atie, Me, Nisa, Aimi and Hanan. One more is Farah, but she is not there.

Secondhand serenade, the last two days, I’ve been through an interview in my college. It is an interview for the “Aspirasi Unggul” Camp! I thought that the interview session will be just simple so I was completely didn’t prepare anything. And you know what? The interview session was totally SUCKS! What has happened is they asked too many “hard-core” questions. I was just like, hah ? But still, I think I can answer those “grilled-questions” la. Actually, the camp is organized to choose new MTMs for our college for next year. MTM stand for “Majlis Tertinggi Mahasiswa” or Students Supreme Council. But, to enjoy myself is the only reason for me to join the camp. There is no other reason. Seriously, I am not interested in becoming one of the MTMs. And guess what? During the interview, I’ve said that I want to be one of them. OOOoo my . . Sorry, seniors. I didn’t mean to lie. But, actually guys, I am so dilemma about the camp wether to join or not. Because, I’ve checked the tickets for going back to Sabah and their prices are too high if I join the camp. What the FLUE? So now, I am just waiting for the result to come out and decide right after it.

I am so dilemma.

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Thirty Second to Mars, yesterday, we went for shopping at MINES. Aimi, Hanan, and I. Usually, we’ll go shopping by 4 including Atie but she got some business in Malacca. Once we reached Mines, we booked 3 movie tickets (we chose to watch “Ombak Rindu”. . hehe) before we went for lunch in the crowded McD! As our movie started at 5.40 pm, so we went for SHOPPING first! You know what, I bought a BASKETBALL! Hehe. .How I wished to have it before this, so I bought one la! And we’ll play it tonight, O yeah! Then, I also bought a new handbag to add my collections. A cheap one only la. I’d finished about RM120 that day. Kind of OK. Thanks to the ball for contributing the largest amount. And before we went back home, we managed to stop by at the uptown. Yet, we bought some jerseys and having dinner there. FYI, the atmosphere is really cool, bebeh!

"Ombak Rindu" is such a great movie. But, still failed to make me cry. . haha

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Lastly, it’s about my frustration the other day.  Yeah, I’m kind of stress with someone. If you read my previous post, I’m sure that you all think that I was broken-hearted. But, actually I wasn’t. I was just feeling depressed when I think that I’ve fallen for someone. I shouldn’t be too hasty in making decision about my feelings towards anyone. Because, I finally realize that by having negative thinking about those kind of feeling and relationship will just killing me. I’m sure that you guys don’t understand what I am trying to say. Well, just ignore this. What I want to stress is just that I’m currently not fallen for anyone and I know that he is just adorable.

Not related at all . .haha

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Ok, people. I think this is the end of the story of the week. Let’s just wait and see what’ll happen next week. I just hope that it’ll be a better week than the previous weeks. So, enjoy your lives guys! But please enjoy it in beautiful ways, OK! See you soon.

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HEY YOU!

Hey you! This is just for you. . 

How I wish to play guitar. .

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I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way  
You're such a star  
But that's not why I love you
 
Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?  
Do you feel what I feel too?  
Do you need, do you need me?  
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
   
That the reason I love you
Is you being you, just you  
Yeah, the reason I love you  
Is all that we've been through  
And that's why I love you

I like the way you misbehave  
When we get wasted  
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool  
When I am complicated  
But that's not why I love you

Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?  
Do you feel what I feel too?  
Do you need, do you need me?  
Do you need me?

Is you being you, just you  
Yeah, the reason I love you  
Is all that we've been through  
And that's why I love you
That's why I love you  
That's why I love you

Avril Lavigne - I Love You

This is such a beautiful lyrics. .

What the ?

Greetings people ..

Orait, I dont know what to story about. So, I'll just write things that cross my mind right now. Well, now I'm sitting on a chair in our living room. 

Since last week, we had received some of our Test 2 results. So, my result is just OK. Yeah, as we all know, when the results come out, not all will be satisfied with their achievements. I can see that some of my friends are being sorrow lately. And I know, that must be because of their results. But for me, I just accept whatever given to me. I mean, what to regret when the results had come? We can change nothing you know?! What to do is just accept it as a failure and let that failure teaches us to have better achievements. What're all with those long faces? Alright people, FYI, I also got bad results in Test 1. But, what did I do? Yeah, I just faced it! Each time people asking me my marks, I just told them! What to be ashamed of? Yeah, I know that we should be embarrassed to tell other people about our bad results. But, if you think about it positively, you actually will be more vigor to strike to prove that you can get better than that as people knew your results. Okay, I think I’ll just continue later.

Stories of the week. .

Well, 2 weeks of silence. Not because that I have nothing to share. Actually, I have a lot to story but I just dont have time to write. Of course I do have lots of stories. It wouldn't be me if I dont have stories. Heheh.

So, what to highlight this week are . . .

1st, Yeah, i've been active in sports lately. The sport that I play this time is FUTSAL. Well, this is my first time playing futsal seriously. And the first sport that I have to play by foot. Yeah, as I have to kick the ball! SERIOUSHITLY, I feel very awkward when playing futsal. I can't control my feet and I feel very stress because each time I got the ball, it can't stay long by me. But still, I was chosen to play on this coming INTERGROUP tournament. Yeah, I appreciate a lot for selecting me as one of the palyer instead of others.

My teammates,O yeah!

2nd, I tend to get stomachache (not diarrhea), headache and whatsoever. I dont know why. Is that because I still cant adapt to the foods and weathers here in peninsula? But come on, I've been staying here for almost 3 months okay. Well, maybe I can't eat spicy foods. FYI, most of the foods here are spicy. VERY VERY SPICY! It is very hard to find something "normal" here. I mean regular, not SPICY la. .So, actions to take : avoid spicy foods and makanan pelik2. . but, still need to see a doctor. .

3rd, arrgghh. . Should I write this or should not? Well, this is a story of a guy that I. . some kind of admire. . Alright, he is just a friend, indeed! Okay, I admit that I admire him. Wether I just admire or whatever, but one thing I want to highlight here is that lately he keep on ignoring me. I wonder if I've done wrong to him. Okay, I think I shouldn't write more than that.

4th, is about my housemates here. Just some of them actually. The problem here is I can't understand their problems! Orait, sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, apatah lagi kawan serumah kn. .( SORRY for changing this peribahasa a lil bit) Yeah, they can't accept each others existence right now. I also don't get it. But, I've remind myself not to intefere their problems. Of course I dont want to get involve in any permasalahan, I mean problems, here because this place (peninsula) is totaly not my place as I am the only one Sabahan in this house. So, I have to be nice to all people here including all those coursemates and seniors and just be myself. For my beloved housemates, I just hope that they'll reconcile soon. I love you, guys!

Alright people, I think I should stop here as I have works to do. So, Good bye people. .ASSALAMUALAIKUM

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